Today is the day......

Today is the day to which I get inked for the second time. I am not really nervous yet.....I mean I have a tattoo so I do know what to expect. Its like childbirth in a way as you 'forget'. You forget the pain and the anxiety and then euphoria.....but you swear at that moment that you will never ever go through that pain again. Then 2 years later......and then three years later.....then two years after that.

But my point is I am excited more than nervous. I am however worried about my litte friend Jenn. I will be there for her in all ways possible and take numerous pictures to catalog the event!!! :D

Hey! I am not the virgin this time!!!!!

whoohoooo

scarlet letter.....

I'm baaaack.....

so I am on POF agaaaain...not sure why I do this to myself. Nonetheless, I have been a couple of dates but yet to have sex. Its been 5 months, which for me is a bit of a dry spell.

My problem is we go on a few dates, but because I am honest, I tell them I have an std so that its not during or before the heat of the moment.

Well telling them this makes them run the other way. So I have a few options....

a) Go on the dating website for leppers like me. :D

b) Continue down this road and become more bitter and resentful :(

or
c) Invest in a toy and a super duper multipack of batteries.


I am seriously considering the latter.

C

you know you're a mom when.....

So its been a while since my last post. But I think I think to much and I think I think I should write something wordy and witty. I don't have time for that hahhaha....soo....here it is.

You know you're a mom when they the children don't bug you all day until you are on the phone.........

off and running

C

the test

In light of interesting relevations.......I decided to try something.

I wanted to test just how 'over' I was.

So I searched. I searched him, then I searched his ex wife, then I searched his current girlfriend/wife/mother of his child.......

and......

a little bit dark and twisty.....but the good news is, I told myself the little speech I tell myself.

And I am good.

.....and she's fat!!!!!!!!! ahahahahahhahahahahahahahah

Moving Day....#1

So here we go.......

I was gonna be getting a big truck for all my crap....(which incidentally I eliminated sooo much but still had alot of stuff) but the Uhaul people are asshats. So my step dad borrowed this 18ft quad trailer. ....

with tarps....

:S

It is just him and me loading boxes and bits and pieces on this trailer and hes tying down the tarps and my neighbour, who is 106, comes over with her cane saying that the SD had put a big crack in her driveway (insert eye roll here). The crack had grass in it! It was on the wrong side that the truck was even on!....gotta love old people.

Anyways.....

sailing down the highway and the tarp is blowing in the wind. Had to stop a few times (10) and fix it.

Just as we were slowing down to turn off the main highway, a box from the front of the trailer comes flying out at me.....bounces and explodes....white, black, and pink things. I am thinking what the hell was that?

I run down the highway to survey the damage of the box and the contents, to find out what the contents were.......

my
friggen
underwear.

I never packed a box so fast in my life.

Can't wait to see what happens today :D

decided

I have decided

Moving....

I am moving on.

Physically.

Emotionally.

Mentally.

I have got an adventure ahead of me and it is so over due. I am leaving one small town to go to another small town with lots of family and I am very excited.

I have let go of the past heartache mostly, (not completely as I don't think thats possible), and looking ahead to all that lies before me. On a facebook test it said I was to meet my true love by accident. I am not looking anymore. What is meant to be will be.

I have grown and learned and came out the other side a happier healthier individual with alot to offer and give. :D

in other words.......blah blah blah......fuck'em

;)
teehee