typical

Ok so here is a typical 'cassie' moment...................

My son, the only boy I have, graduated today. He is 4 and super smart and graduated from preschool to kindergarten. How precious right.....

So I finally have come into the age of digital cameras and have one and I am very excited by this. I see that it is getting low on batteries, so I decide that I better buy some.

I go to my work and I buy some. First of all, I am cheap and I hate to spend money on batteries, but i know if i buy cheap ass ones, I will take one picture and the bloody thing will die on me. So I buy duracell.

I get to the school, I take a picture of my boy the graduate. It starts to flash at me so I am happy because I bought batteries.

I open the back

it takes AAA

I bought AA....

there you have it, and the saga continues :D

Not So Favorite

So with the good comes the bad. So here is my list of Pet Peeves and Things I don't like. I am a very happy, positive, glass is half full kind of gal so I am not sure how long this list will be. So here it goes...

1. Rude people (I mean ignorant, mean rude to your face type rude)
2. Traffic jams on hot days
3. When you cant open something no matter how hard you try (Pickles....jenn , wink wink)
4. When the light switch is set to the on position when its not on.....(AHHHH cant stand that one)
5. Confrontation of any kind ( I avoid it as much as possible)
6. When people don't like me for no good reason(it bothers me and drives me crazy)


I am sure there are more, and when it happens I will say to myself, probably out loud, ah I should have put that on my list.

:D

..just once...

..just once..

...just once I would like to be the 'chasee' not the 'chaser'

....just once I would like to have someones heart ache for ME

...just once I would like to NOT think about him when I go to sleep at night and when i wake up in the morning..

....just once I would like to stop thinking of his touch, his kisses, his want....

...just once I would like him to embrace me and say, "I want you, I need you, I can not go on one more second without you"

...just once I wish it wasn't so complicated...

...just once I want to have sex with no emotion...

...just once I would like to think with my head and not with my heart...

...just once.

silence

So I am sitting here on the computer (gasp, shocking) and its quiet. It is very, very, eerily quiet but not in a bad way. There are no sounds of laughter, no chatter, no fighting, no children. When the situation changed and I found myself with more 'me' time I did not know what to do with myself. Now, I enjoy the silence. I can watch what I want and do what I want for the first time in a long time.

I am awakened in the silence.

"Favorite Things..."

Ok ...so you know that song from the sound of music...Brown paper packages tied up with strings......These are a few of my favorite things..

(and by the way i have that song stuck in my head, if any of you read this and get it stuck in your head i apologize, actually i don't hahahahahahahah enjoy)

so here is my list

1. Anything my children do to make me laugh hard and out loud
2. Hugs and kisses from said children :D
3. My cat Fiona, shes psychotic but she is my best friend
4. Tingly lip gloss
5. Flowers for no reason
6. My old friends who have become new again...love you guys
7. shoes, any color and description...come on i am a girl ;)
8. Doing this ........alot and :D :D too....on the computer
9. Slow soft kisses
10. Shopping
11. anything pink
12. Lets be honest, 'sex' in general...
13. Facebook
14. and now Blogging

I am sure there are more...but for now its a start

My first Blog...

Ok so here I am, I am blogging....wow i am sooooo happy to be here :D

hahaha ok i am dork, ask Jenn she will tell ya. I have alot to say but don't know how to say it, I am a virgin of sorts....

so be gentle

c