Word of the Month

This definition is in accordance with Cassipedia......

Thinger
Part of Speech: noun mostly

Pronounciation: [thing-er]

Definition: An object that replaces many an object. It can mean a variety of things.

Usage: "Look, that belt thinger has come off" "My thinger is in the back of my computer" "Whats his profile thinger"

There is the word of the month, please proceed with caution.

Marco..........Polo!

teehee

So I ventured out to Calgary saturday to tart it up with Jen and I had lined up two dates for sunday.

Saturday we go shopping and we come back to Jens and we are like......hmmmm do we wanna go out still.......hmmm sitting on the couch chatting and drinking and watching movies sounds good.

But in the end, we got all dressed up, we boarded the train, we walked, we drank, we ate and we had a really great time. No men. Lots of people which surprised us both.

Two Caramel Kiss Martinis and a plate of Sweet Potatoe Fries later.....we are back on the train, giggly and tipsy.....awesome.

We do some more hanging out at Jens I did some online chatting with one of my dates for the following day, and a couple of others, and Jens guy wasn't there....sorry Jenn. :(

We go to bed.

Now Sunday.......I have two dates lined up....

Bachelor #1 - I met him on POF, very litle in his profile, but cute nonetheless. When we would chat on MSN he would all of a sudden go offline, and he would say his computer crashed....I brought this up to Jen and shes like....hmmm I think he might be married. Days and days go by without contact, I left him an email as to where I would be and ....still didnt hear from him. Got a little suspicious and not to confident that he would show.

Bachelor #2 - I met this one on Lavalife. Very cute. Hes a Vice Principal and a teacher. Really sweet, a real genuine nice guy, but he wasn't emailing much so I was gonna see how the date went and then maybe write him off. We had done some texting and msn'ing and I could tell he was great....but still being cautious.

Sunday morning, after much teeheeing and getting ready, we decide to go to tims where I am supposed to meet B#1. Still not confident, I am very lucky to have a great friend like Jen :D . Go to start the van, and I can't steer it, no power steering....put it in reverse, try to move it, put it in drive try to move it....nothing. I pop the hood and pretend I know what I am doing and notice that some sort belt thinger had come loose. So I think....well this is great :D ahahahahah.....

We decide to go and eat, then I will phone the tow truck and get it towed to local place to get fixed. I thought I better text B#2 as I was supposed to meet him for lunch. Once I texted him he was very sweet and offered to come to my rescue and see if he could fix it. Bonus points for him. :D So our date started at 11:30 with him coming to Jen's condo, and tinkering under my hood (literally). The waiting for him to come was the hard part as I was getting more nervous by the minute. But I looked out the window and I saw him.......he rang the buzzer.......I am about the throw up at this time

We met, he is nice and good looking and mmmm all sorts of yummy. We talk and talk and he tinkers and then we wait for the tow truck as in the end he couldn't fix it, and he really wanted to be the hero and fix it. He drives me over to fix it place and I book it in.

Then I call the ex....... which is always fun....he was his typical asshatty self and demanded that I come back that night, its not his problem. Wow hes a grown up.

So B#2 offered to drive me home. We had lunch, which was now like 3 in the afternoon, and then he drove me two hours home.

So to make a long story short, He has made me floopy once again :D

teehee

i quit

Ok so I have come to some conclusions about online dating.

I am very bitter and can not seem to handle rejection well, I mean really who does...right.

Men, no scratch that, Boys......seem to think with their penis and seem to be interested in whats south......fyi! I have a brain.

I have become very paranoid that these men are deviants and I will end up on the evening news.

I think I need to step away from the online dating and just let whats supposed to happen ....happen... whatever that is.

:D

ahhh kids :D

So My 7 almost 8 year old daughter has this thing about her and it reminds me of me. With 4 kids in the house it tends to get ....well....a little chaotic. Someone is crying, someone is yelling at someone else, chaos.

Hope, my spunky daughter, usually turns to me and says with a smile....

"It's going to be a GREAT day, right mommy" hahaha...and then i say "YES...its going to be a great day."

So...when you find yourself not so happy....think inside....that 'it's going to be a great day!"

:D

hm.

So Online Dating Sucks...and it Sucks ASS!

It is just not fun anymore. I get a couple of pings, messages etc. and I get a boost and feel good about myself. Then, on the other hand, there are the jerks who (a) want cyber sex (b) don't message back or (c) say they will then never do. So the boost you had .......deflates and you become this angry, bitter, bitchy person who wants to go and punch something, kick something or shoot teeny tiny paintballs at to release the feelings of inadequacy.

So I think I may give up. I may remove myself and just be happy with me, who at the moment, is bitter and angry :D

-sigh-

why

So I went to work...after getting a million kids ready for school. I come home and I am alone eating my spaghetti, when I get pinged by my MIL (mother in law).

She says she has bad news, Grandpa just died. I was shocked. It isn't really shocking considering he had an aneurism and we knew it was coming, just didnt think it was going to be today.

We were fairly close, he would always stop by the house and visit the kids, he was Gramps.

So sitting here stunned, thinking why....why do people have to die....

and....I feel bad because I was there where he was living and I didnt say hello. Since the seperation and divorce I didnt think he liked me too much....but I didnt say hello. Dam....

Why.

I Was Blocked! Wicked!

Alright, so yesterday and pretty much the last week, I have been very blah...and meh. (*Just an aside, I never knew what 'meh' meant, I do now....:D)

This whole online dating thing, well I don't have trouble getting hits, but the trouble lies in me. I like people, I like attention, and I like well....SEX. I am a thinker, I think with my heart and not my head, and it winds me up falling head over heals and heart broken. So.....once again I am online and I am 'fishin'. I happen upon an attractive guy, doesn't seem to to bad, mentions some sort of crap about censoring out children from these websites as its dangerous......yadda yadda yadda...

So I send him a message, and I say.....(keep in mind this is from memory as I deleted all the messages)

Me: Hi....happened upon your profile, thought I would say Hello. I agree with you about the children. Lets chat sometime. C.

He messages me back the next day and says....

Him: I had some neices and nephews and I took them off. Sure.....Y

So then I was like Sure? ....and what the f..k does the Y stand for....

I had several suggestions from Jenn...teehee...Yoda was my favorite :D

So I message back and say..

Me: Well message me. And btw what does the 'y' stand for....

Him: What does the 'c' stand for....

Me: I asked you first.....My name is Cassie. I showed you mine now you show me yours...

Him: Yvan.....what else you gonna show?

Me: Yvan....working on figuring it out. I can show you my.....sparlking personality....my brain.....tsk tsk I am not that kind of girl. (shut up...)

So then it went on for a couple of more messages about me wanting love and dating and dinner at least and he wanting lap dancing. So in the end.....after I say no.....

Him: Why don't you go and spend time with your four kids.

Me: I said they are all in bed and its mommy time...

Now keep in mind....I had had some Big Girl Lemonade (citrus vodka and lemonade, yummmy) and I am bitter, and lets face it, bitchy...so I thought NO I am not letting this asshole get away with being a jerk....so I say

Me: You know its guys like you that give online dating a bad name. Just because a girl shows interest doesnt mean they want to tear their panties off.

to which he replys....

Him: well to begin w/...don't kid yourself...you''re not even my type...sometimes we say things to get rid of you'se cows....4 kids..think I'm interested?? **** no!!!

love the you'se cows (HAHA) and before I could respond and say he was an asshole and no wonder he was single he blocked me :D

Swwwweeeeeeeeeeet!

love the online dating :D so I have taken some advice that someone I have never met but it is quite knowledgeable said and I will quote them now....

I will stop 'arse-fuckin' on these online dating sites and go to a hotel bar with my good friend Jenn and find me a nice man :D

Update

Ok Soooooo my crazy apparently has not scared Mr. Phone Sex away......

He told me I think too much (this is true) and to Relax....( which is also a good idea)

I am hoping that he is interested in me and not just a piece....I guess time will tell...:D

At any rate, thinking of dropping the whole online dating thing. I can appreciate how it works for some and they meet their true love soul mate but ....not having much luck.

my crazy

So I am a girl. Sometimes girls get hormonal.....people usually call it PMS. When I get hormonal I sometimes feel insecure and sorry for myself, especially now, when I am trying to find someone to spend time with. Its hard when I get these feelings of inadequacy and s

I am chatting with this guy and I unload my 'crazy' on him. I do believe I have scared him away, possibly because of what I said.

I hope not, I hope my 'crazy' hasn't scared him away. Oh well, I can't apologize. We all have a touch of crazy. right?

empty nest.......already?

So it is that time of year again.....back to school. My oldest daughter went into grade 4, doesn't like school much, second one down went into grade 2, so far so good. My son starts kindergarten and he goes twice sometimes three times a week all day like his sisters. I have mixed feelings about this. I am happy for him because he is very bright and could use some structure and interaction with his peers but also, sad because hes my little boy and he is out there away from me. And now, my little baby girl, who will be three in a couple of weeks, may be going to preschool everyday. -heaves a BIIIIIG sigh-

Don't get me wrong, I will enjoy the free time but ....still...Soon they will be old and starting their own lives....dramatic hmmm yes :D