So I have been passed over .....again.
I am really tired.
Tired of the pain. Tired of the self esteem hit I take everytime. What the hell is wrong with me? What defect do I have that repels them? I am so tired. FUCK
I am too old for this. I am too old to try and figure out what I do wrong in relationships and never really given the opportunity to fix anything before I am passed over.
Just once I would like someone to PICK ME.....pass over the other girl
CHOOOOOOSE ME!
LOOOOOVE ME!
FUCK IT!
I am so done.
The wall is around the heart again, it is very fragile, and its going to take alot for it to come down.
:(
Funk resumes.
5 comments:
Damn.
Sorry bub.
hugs from another mother of 4 trying to avoid the landmines in the online dating field
I've been thinking a lot about us, my friend, and I think we're doing it wrong.
We keep building up walls, locking ourselves in. I think we should stop and just let it go.
These barricades aren't protecting us. In all honesty, I think they hurt us more.
Thanks Lady :D
and Jenn i think you may be right....
the wall is coming down ....sloooooowly :D
When are you going to start believing that "Jenn is always right"? What oh what will it take???
Post a Comment