HELLOOOO fellow bloggers.
Ok I realize that its been much much much to long since I have written anything on here. Not to say that I don't have anything to say as well I have alot of useless stuff to say. I think life just got in the way and days turn into weeks and then months....I think i have said that before....deja vu.
Anyways, my very insightful friend Jenn told me to whine on here instead of spreading my 'crazy' around. So I thought I will get peoples opinion on the crazy.
So here is the scenario.......
I met this very nice man at my half brothers wedding on December 5th. We hit if off and danced and talked then hung out all day the next day. The following day he asked half brother for my phone number and he called.
so far so good right......ok
He calls me every other day and we chat, we text back and forth all day. We meet at the end of December to finish Christmas shopping, we kiss in Walmart for the first time right there in the toy department. It was really good. We go out for dinner we do more shopping we make out alot in his truck.
He comes back to my parents condo downtown and meets them. They give the thumbs up....
you all still with me.......ok
Christmas comes and goes....and new years eve is upon us. I am in Calgary with my kids and I have plans to go out with Jenn. Having minor dress issues, realized that we will have to walk blocks , like 10 blocks, in high heels in the snow...so go to Jenn's. She as well is having dress issues and other issues but we eventually get it all organized and we decide to wear appropriate shoes and take our high heels. We are on the train....and after many stops we decide to screw it and go back to her house and veg out on the couch :D We go to DQ's as its the only place open and then go to 7-11 as its the only place that sells snacks and drink mixins ...go back to jenns....and we are watching movies and i am texting man and decide that perhaps i may get me some sex. I ask jenn if she would not mind terribly if i went to his house for midnight so i can get me some sex. And being the bestest friend in the whole world she said go for it. (still owe you for that one ;))
I get there at 11:50....we kiss in front of his parents. I meet his parents. We play yahtzee we kiss at midnight. Lots of hugging and such, hand on my leg........everyone leaves and we well....
it was awesome.
I hang out with him and his son all day new years day, we go out for pizza with his parents. All was well or so I thought. I text him that night to see if he wanted to bring his son and go swimming at my parents pool the following night.
I never got a text back.
I never got a text the next day.
No phone call when I got back to the mountains on Sunday.
I phoned a couple of times and texted a couple of times.
It is now January 11 and its gone from texting and phone calls to a handful of texts. Now granted I know he works and he has family stuff but come on. I was on MSN yesterday and I had some free time as the asshat had the kids but he was busy and couldnt say when he could see me. He was taking stuff to the dump and the second hand store ....they all eventually close I could have come over to watch a movie.....I eventually said that I wasnt happy as I missed him and I wasnt sure if he missed me. He went offline. No response.
So I offlined messaged him and said that I liked him very much but I need him to be honest with me.
Got nothing.
So my questions to you all is this.........
1. Was I used
2. Did I come across too needy and pathetic
Thanks for the whine :D
c
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-inhales deeply- Okay love you...but you may not like this...
I don't think he used you but I think you've convinced yourself of that and that's unleashed Crazy Cassie because she's still slipping out.
You tend to want a lot - really fast. And if that doesn't happen - your crazy slips out. It's as if you think if I go fast I won't get hurt - like a bandaid. Quick and painless. Unfortunately when you're going Mach 3 and he's still in the parking lot...something's going to get lost in translation.
I think if anything you may have scared him away. Granted I'm not a guy and will never think like one, I gotta say all that texting may have been needy. I do think sometimes, because I do wonder about this because I do want you to land him, that he could see this constant need of reassurance as someone else needing something from him. Not that I know his previous marriage or anything about him...it's just a thought that won't let up.
Your crazy is formidable my friend. It has a life of its own and no one's logic can crack it. I think you need to stop the texting and the instant messaging, get on the phone, call him and have a conversation in person. Face to face. So much can get lost in texting and messaging. And that doesn't help the crazy.
you are right. I do know that I have alot of expectations and when I don't think they are being met I get a little crazy. But when he calls me his girlfriend and makes plans for us months in advance, it gives me mixed signals.
I have tried to call him and I get nothing back. I am stopping all communication and he knows where to find me.
Don't call. Wait. Look elsewhere. Don't call. Don't call.....
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