more whining with a side of revelation....

Ok so here is the thing......

I really don't understand people sometimes. I was seeing said guy from my 'crazy' blog and then he stops talking to me. All together, I tried he ignored me. After a few more insult to injury I finally realize that HE is not worth my time nor my tears. So I deleted him from everywhere. I talk to my half brother who introduced us and gave him a heads up. I told him that I felt more for HIM then he felt for me ....it happens...we learn we grow we move on. (jenn liked it and so did i) My half brother said that HE didnt think I was ready for a relationship. What???! I said....

here comes the revelation part......

I have been told this before in round about sort of ways from other guys. But they all see something I don't see. I think now I see it. I need to get off the roller coaster before I get on the Ferris Wheel. (wow metaphor)

I think I need to get divorced from the crazy man before I think about embarking on a NEW adventure. This means I will not go looking for love, but if love were to find me, well then its meant to be that way.

So....there is my whine for the day.