I have had a bit of an epiphany. I received some news the other day, it wasn't good and it wasn't bad it just 'was'.
The man that I wrote the therapy letter about is going to be a father. I was sad and not really sure why. I thought it was because there would never be a chance for him and I. I think now I was sad simply because I was worried for him. He just got out of a long marriage that wasn't the best. He had a rebound relationship (Me) and then started seeing this other girl. He has been with her for less than a year, he bought a house and are now having a baby. I am worried that he is going down a road that perhaps will end badly.......
I truely hope it doesn't. I mean that sincerely. I am now able to say that it was not meant to be or it would have happened for him and me. My fate is always ongoing. I am happy being me. I am always learning and growing. I am going to be just fine.
:D
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As I just said to, uh, hm, my email buddy that letting go sucks and it hurts and and it takes forever and it's hard but it's necessary.
Hugs. We'll have a drink on Saturday to heart ache and flirt with guys as we play mini golf.
o you bet we will :D
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